Man This Past Weekend(Friday n Saturday)

Okay, Im jus gonna get straight to the point. There's this girl That I started liking second semester of ninth grade. But I ddnt kno if she liked me too. So I jus went on startin to like her even more without really tellin her. Okay, the band went to New York on a band trip. I hung with my friends wich included her. I had fun and what not. We were there for like four days. And those last two days, especially that last day, I waz right beside her where ever we went. I waznt taking this az "Oh she like me too" or n e thing like that. But yeah. And on the way back, me and her sat with eachother. So that summer went by and what not. Came back to school. Tenth grade. Still in like with this girl!,somewhat even more. I dont kno if she knew that I liked her or not but I ddnt really sho it at least I dont think I did. I got my english class changed, so I had to get my science changed too so that it would fit into my schedule. I had Bio..guess who waz in the class?!?!?! It waz her. And of course I had other friends that were in there too. I basically sat beside her..i think. But yeah. So a lil bit of the semester had done went by and what not. And here comez picture time:-)! So Im all dressed up looking like tha C.E.O that Im gonna be! I had done built up the courage to write her a letter to tell her how I felt about her. I waz gonna give to her at the end of Bio, but she had done already left out tha class.. So I took it to guidence, cause she waz a monitor in there. When I got there she hadn't done gotten in there yet, so gave it to Mrs. Crawford(My Homie:-) ). Here comez lunch time! We had tha same lunch too!and sat at tha same table.. Man I cant tell you how peranoid I waaz!!!! I had done went to sit down at the table, then got up and walked off and came back, walked off again, again, again. So I finally went to sit dwon for the fianal time. She waz the first person to get to the table. She sat like 2 seatz down frm me. She said "Marlo, I read that letter.", and she said with a smile on her face too. So im thinkin that maybe she does feel that same way:-D! ANNNNT..WRONG! She waz really cool with the fact that I liked her and all, unlike a lot of other girlz would have done.. But yeah. I told her I ddnt know what she waz talkin about. So a week goes by nothin changed. That Saturday after that week. I went to go talk to her @ her house. She waz at home doing nothin! Im on my way over there and I call her and tell her that Im finna stop by for a lil while. She was like "MARLO NO!" I waz like I aint gone be long! She waz jus really actin. We waz txtin bak to bak. But it ended up me not going over there, cause waz NOT gonna beg! I literally ddnt talk to her for a whole week. And she claim ddnt kno why I waz mad at her. So I ddnt say n e thing else about it. It became quite obvious she ddnt like me bak, cause she would never txt me, wouldnt answer my callz. And I only called her every blue moon! and it waznt even to conversate! But n e wayz. Some of our friendz would say stuff about us makin a good couple. and neither one of us would say n e thing. So here comes a game in the 11th grade. And one of our friends said "Marlo, Dee Dee like you." She ddnt say nothin..I ddnt say nothin. So that next day, I "asked" her cud I stop by, and she said yeah. And basically I did most of the talkin. I waz tellin her about tha letter that I had wrote her and if ddnt like me bak then that waz cool, I ddnt have a problem with that. And I asked her "Why ddnt you say n e thing when T said that last night". She waz said "I dont kno, u kno he be sayin stuff off the wall." I waz like oh. And she waz like she dont like me like that. And I waz like okay. That waz basically tha conversation. But let me go ahead jump to this past Friday and Saturday! It seemed like Friday she waz bein extra friendly. I guess I took it tha wrong way, but NoT ReaLLy tho. If waz any other dude, theyy wud have thought she waz flirting. But I guess she waznt tho. Then Saturay she called me and waz askin me what I waz doin. It waz small talk, then she asked me waz I gonna go to tha lake with tha rest of our peepz and I waz like yeah. So I waz pretty excited to go and what not. So me and Tip are in Walmart bout 8 tryin to kill time and I seen Queet. She said that Courntey waz gonna meet her and Tevan there. That time came. Me and Tip pull up. Itz Courtney, Grayson, Queet and Tevan. We follow them to some store to meet Dee. I knew Ben(her cousin) waz gonna be with her. But when we pulled up I seen some dude in tha front seat.. I knew it wznt Ben cause Ben waz in the back seat. I aint gone Lie to yA!..I waz gettin a little mad. So we FINALLY get to tha lake. Me,Tevan,Grayson,Tip, waz wonderin who it waz. Then Gray said tha dude'z name, and I knew right then that waz her ex. Dey had been goin together on and off(I guess) since tenth-eleventh grade. Im sittin here wonderin to myself are u serious. Man, I tell you, frm tha we pulled up at the store, My mood waz shot down. I waznt sad or n e thing!!!! I waz jus really quiet tha whole time we waz there. I ddnt feel like givin n e bdy any energy. So we waz pretty bored there. I waz ready to go when we got there. But I got on myspace and facebook while we waz there, commenting about what I waz thinkin. Since everybdy waz bored we decided to go to Applebeez. MAN! Okay, it waz nine of us. Everybdy had done came in cept for Ben and dude. Now, i waz sittin at tha end of the table on the tha side. I went to the bathroom. I come back..Ben iz in my SEAT!!! and dat dude waz sittin across from him, and "she" waz sittin beside "dude". Man I really ddnt wanna sit down there, it jus seemed so uncomfortable. But I ended up sittin at tha foot of the table wit dude sittin to my left and dee beside him.. Man I already ddnt wanna be there, that REALLY ddnt help tha situation. I kno that he knew that I use really like her. I cud tell, cause the whole time I waz on my phone, i seen that he kept glancin up at me like "U actually tried to talk to my girl"! Even @ Applebeez I mostly quiet. They left a right before the rest of us did. Man, did me and Tip have a talk in then car. And the FUNNY thing about it iz, dis dude waz NO competition! ! !He looked RuFF, but I aint gone get into that.. Then I went to chill with Ron and some other friendz at the spot. Me and him conversed about tha situation. But yeah, that'z mostly wanted to blog about on that note. I kno itz a LOT. But VERY interesting, like a lil mini book. L0L.Peace. IMAGINE.DREAM.CREATE