That Special Someone

Wow..jus some people you never get over:-/. Im sittin in the libary @ school workin on my research paper n lookin @ NYU stuff. But some people jus never seem to leave the thought of my mind..even after a while...Hard to get completely over somebdy like her..





IMAGINE.DREAM.CREATE

Yo Wat iT bE!

Yo wat it iz! Man I dont kno what im doin this weekend. Im tryin to decide between going to Scarowindz and SC State Homecoming. I went to Scarowinds last year but I ddnt get to go to State Homecoming:-(. BUT!!...I have an opportunity to go this year. But I wanna go to Scarowindz too!! Ron, Chanda:-), Trey, Kita, etc. are going, but I dont kno if I wanna go because from what I hear, Trey and Chanda are starting to talk:-(..and it being the fact I sorta like her, would just make it akward(ah-k-ward) for me, and I wudnt want to be in their presence at that moment in time. . . But I dont kno what Ima do!! And plus I need to get my money together! But I dnt kno.. But I also wanted to go to the cAMPGROUND mASSACRE datz in Charlotte. Courtney says Itz REAL scary. Ima see what some people say. Well the Talent sho iz Friday!!Cant wait, cause I will definitely be there BuDDy! Pose to be hangin wit RoY dis Friday, been a good while. But I wonder how tha talent sho iz gonna be. Den AVP iz singin afterwardz, dnt kno how long Im gonna be there.. Then that Saturday gonna hopefully be doin something:-)! Thats about it for tha blog today peepz! IMAGINE.DREAM.CREATE

Yo Yo!!

Yo, wat it do! LHS Marching Band had a competition yesterday @ Boiling Springs! We recieved an excellent!!..jus like last year and the year before, and the year before etc.. I think the sho itself would have been played better if John Rhodes had of been there. But hopefully tha band will do better in yearz to come. I kno that I said that I waz thru with some people on the line because of their imaturity and no respect for me as captain. But I kept thinkin last night, and I remembered a pact that me and someone made. It waz to never fall out over anything stupid. Which in this case it wouldnt be stupid, but then again nothin enough to end up not being friendz. I love all my friendz and yeah some more than otherz, but I would hate for a friendship to end over somethin like this..CAUSE PAYBACK IZ COMING BUDDY! iTZ timez like this when you realize the more important thingz in life. Although I have yet to hear a sincere apology Mr.!

On to another subject. I went to the Haunted Trail Friday after the game wit Dee Dee, Eric, Courtney, Queet, and Jykice. MAN WAZ IT SCARY!!! I waz tha FIRST one out!!I became a track star real quick!LoL! Somebdy'z birthday waz thursday:-). I got her a card, it waz a nice card, I wrote some stuff on the inside. Im sure she smiled when she read it. BUT, I think I'm gonna move on cause she startin to talk to somebday, from wat I hear. . . Sorta dont kno what to think, I figured I would jus let thingz flo itz course. She'll alwayz be someone in the crowd who putz a smile on my face. IMAGINE.DREAM.CREATE

The FINAL Straw..

YO! Watz gud peepz?!? I have one question..what iz your friendship worth? I seem to have been asking my self that about some people. There are some people who I cud cars less to be friends with..honestly. I have had my last conflict with the drumline. Im through. This was suppose to be my last year and CAPTAIN @ that, but thankz to some "Non-Freshman", I waz jus another drummer on the drumline. I feel that nobdy really showed me n e respect, even people who were suppose to be leadin by example instead of the freshman acting more mature than them! Itz truly Pitt-y-ful. If Justin or Tempestt were still here, none of dey assez wud have behaved the way they did. I've done had several talks with them about their idioticness, and especially one who was suppose to be another "Main" leader who acted like a damn middle schooler. Finally, Saturday, I had some of my friends who are also captainz in other sectionz bak me up, and I did truly appreciate it to tha max:-). The same stupid people waz jus showin dey assez az usual, and I finally let some stuff of my mind dat I been wantin to say, even tho I ddnt say all I wanted to. . But out of my four yearz of being on the Marching Band, this iz the only year that I wud take back. And I can only thank a few people for that.Thankz to those people, this season waz pathetic. And itz funny how people "TRY" to get mad when a captain from another section callz dem out on their shit. Niggaz we ONE BAND! THANK YOU CAPTAINZ! When John Rhodes callz the leaderz, he sayz "Leadership TEAM". When ever I got somethin to say, dese niggaz act like I dun told a joke!cause itz constant laugh laugh laugh, and it goes in one ear and out the other. Its damn pitt-y-ful that this yearz drumline had no leadership etc. One person that I can truly say that I am proud of iz Alliyah Jr. That doesnt mean that Im not proud of the "few" other people on tha line, but she iz tha one that standz out in my eyez. & itz funny how she jus happen to knoz everybdy part on the bass line, and will call u out on ur part. She'z the real deal. When it comez time for her to be "Captain", iz when the drumline will be a "Drumline" again. bUT I jus want to say once again to the few who had no leadership and cudnt seem to at least follow by example, Thank You. Thank You for making me wish I cud take this season back and do it over again. Thank You for making my role as "Captain" worthless. Thank You for making me want to seriously quit tha band. Thank You. But itz okay cause im thru with yall, cant wait till tha season finally over. And yall niggaz aint even man enough to apologize for YOUR stupidity. I wont be surprised to come back next year, and tha line soundz like crap cause Gerrick "No leadership Ass" H. iz gettin tha same treatment I got. That would actually put a smile on my face, because that sayz that I proved my point once and for all.

EXPRESS MEN!!

mAN i HAVE A NEW FAVORITE STORE!!! Express Men!! Man this is so classy/professional. Here are some of the styles they have..

I really plan on transitioning my style over to this. Itz straight forward: Casual/Professional. aND on some days I'll still rock tha tee n some jeanz! This style really definez my like in fashion. IMAGINE.DREAM.CREATE

Man Friday I had fun with tha BOYZ! LoL

YO! I had Friday wif mah boyz. I went to tha game @ Southpointe. It waz me, LJ, Aaron, G-Shyne, Ron, Grayson, and Kimberly Anne. Man did we loose tha game!!!..but we still had fun tho! lol. Tha score waz 55 to 0 :-)..:-(. But afta tha game there waz nothin to do so Ron and those went to tha party, but Me, G-Shyne and Aaron ddnt wanna go. U kno I ddnt wanna get shot up!!LoL. bUT it waz like four fightz I herd.. But., ME , G-SHYNE AND AARON decided to go to WALMART and hang since it waznt n e thing else to do! Man did we have fun in there!!! I had to put them on dat SWAG!!LOL.

aZ U can see, itz mah brother Aaron(who iz supa goofy and cool to hang with) and my sometimez best friend G-Shyne. Man I HAD to put them on that SWAG!! Look at dem FEET!! LOL!!

aND in this pic, u see Me and Miss Beautiful Bree! We go way bak!,since last year lol.

And what we have here iz MEE swaggin it up in tha SEN1OR parkin lot afta school! Man Look @ WEEZY!! Lol:-)

C. N. :-) Etc. iz tha subject in this post.

My life haz been goin tha same az usual. We aint got no school today!! BUT..itz STUPID rainin outside:-(. But other than that, herez some other newz. I think Im gonna jus give up on C.N. Itz obviously not gonna go n e where, and even if it did, I wudnt wanna cause n e drama over all of this. But Im lookin at it with a positive out-look. When I graduate and move to New York..I will come across somebdy!!!!!!! Someone datz beautiful, smart, goofy, and my type!! Thatz very RARE in Lancaster! But yeah, I think im jus gonna keep it movin. She'll jus be another pretty face in the crowd:-). I LOVE myself for me, and I plan on keepin it that way!LoL. Today iz gonna be pretty boring man. I waz tryin to get some of tha fellaz togetha to play some football this mornin, but then I woke up to the STUPID rain:-/.. IMAGINE.DREAM.CREATE

Yo watz GuDDi!

Yo wat it is?!? Man I been doin a lot of thinkin lately, like WORD! But seriously. I been thinkin bout dis girl and wat not. I waz really doin tha most thinkin last night before I went to sleep. I dont kno if I wanna keep goin at tha route im goin, and end up havin feelingz for her??? Or do I wanna go ahead and pump tha brakes now??? Its like im thinkin both thoughts. When I talk to her or im jus around her, Im thinkin thought #1, and when I happen to be discussin it with a friend, itz thought #2!! I dont kno which iz what! ! But I feel like if that person were single, it possibly would be somethin..then again maybe not; also, I feel like Im playin myself A-LOT!! I dont go for dat type of stuff. Datz like me beggin for somethin..and I DONT beg for n e thing @ a11. But like I say, I dont kno if Im playin myself or am I. . . Some say shez too young for me..UHH we both in high school! But I really dont kno what to think HONESTLY!! I dont think Im gettin n e ol'played linez, or do I..I dont think so, but then again I dont really kno:-/. Im jus at the most confused point right now!!! HELP MEE!! LOL. And tha way I see it, there is no other girl @ LHS except for one, and that ddnt work out for me, so I've moved on from her. But itz like when I seen this girl and actually talked to her itz like "Finally another girl who I could see myself with"! But now, im sorta thinkin..Can I?

Yo wat It iz!

yO watz gud! I kno I aint been on in a while but im on here now!!!lol. But n e wayz, Man have i been having some problems in the love life area! ! ! !lol. Okay. I been seeing this girl who joined AVP this year, and I MUST say, she iz "REALLY" pretty;-). Okay, so AVP had to sing at a church Friday night and me and LJ went..cause yall kno I am AVP'z #1 FAN!! But n e wayz, we went and she waz there with them of course. So while we were there I admired her a few timez. She sat in front of me. So then when it waz over with, everybody that came with Ron waz in the car. We waz trying to figure out where to go, since it waz only like late 9. I waz leanin over the driver side lookin in the car, and she waz sittin in the passenger seat. sO yes of course I waz lookin at her. And she seen me lookin at her, but she ddnt give me no dookie face, it waz like she looked at me lookin her. ..if you can comprehend what Im sayin. So then she asked me to go get her something to drink and I did of course.. But after sittin there for a while we decided to go to the spot and chill for a lil while. We got there and was chillin, and she decided she wanted to go to Wendy's, since we were right across tha street.. So her and Eric were finna walk over there and I decided I wanted to go too! So we got over there and there these two brother men standin in front of Wendy's talkin. I guess Eric gave them the impression that she waz his girl, but I quickly gave them the impression other wise. And at that point I think she probably waz thinkin that i liked her and what not. Of course jus like n e other girl, she waz enjoyin the attention. But n e wayz, we had to go back cause the doorz were locked. And me and Eric were actin a donkey crossin tha street, but as alwayz, I waz tha one supplyin the laughs! But n e way we got back acroos to tha spot, and she wanted me to take her thru the drive thru, and I waz a lil iffy, but then she showed me that beautiful smile of herz, and I cudnt say no.lol. So we went thru tha drive thru and what not, and went to back over to tha spot. Letz jus say "I" think she waz being ;-)friendly;-). I waz jus gettin that kind of vibe from her. So at this point all i can think iz this girl. Ron had to take her home, but I ddnt kno dat dey left cause me and eric went some where and came back. I waz thinkin bout her the whole time!:-(.. So at this point all I can think about still iz her!!!! So tha next day I finally decide to ask Ron if she talks to n e one, and he said yeah:-((((. So that sorta shot me down.. But now I dnt kno what to do. Obviously I aint gonna try to talk to her now knowin that she talks to some one already. But I waz gonna get her number, but now I dnt kno if I want too. . . I hope I'll be able to stop thinkin bout her, cause I REALLY dont have another "Deonca" situation! Man I hate that even happened. But I'll see her at AVP practice Wen. cause I cant go tomorro cause I got MB practice till 6.. I jus wonder where this iz gonna go. . . And then she'z a freshman!BUT, she clearly doesnt look it cause I thought maybe she a jr.. WHY DO THINGS ALWAYZ HAPPEN TO ME?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?LOL. And thats sorta tha thing with beautiful girlz, dey kno dat dey iz super pretty, so they set standardz, and if you dont meet those standarz den SORRY FOR YOU!Man I tell yah.. IMAGINE.DREAM.CREATE