Gosh I dont ever get on here anymore. But Im on here now because thre is a song thts on heart and I dnt know the name of song but the little bit of lyrics are "You are Jesus, You my strong tower Jesus". Its a slow song tht just came out recently tht I've heard abt 3 or 4 times; and in class abt 35 minutes ago, this song just started playing in my head and a chill came over my body. The body chill is still present... I just started feeling so thankful, so very. And I was still listening to the teacher as well, couldnt miss anything! But Idk what it is, ...well I do! Im just at a lost for words right now... Well Im of to my next class!
DREAM.IMAGINE.CREATE

My Past and Present...

I was going to post about how I was feeling, but after reading my last post which ties in so much with how I'm feeling right now. I just TRUELY hate feeling this way...

YO YO YO!!

Dat seems to be my title for every post!! LoL. I havent been on here in the longest time.. BUT N E WAY life has been great as usual, even with not so happy times, its still great. I decided to get on here since I ddnt want to tweet some tweets. i WOULD say that I been feelin some type lately, emphasis on the word lately, but I feel this way everyday; unfortunately. I try to not acknowledge it, but i dont have a choice. Well enough of the small talk.. I kinda feel some type of way about someone, as I have for a while. I'm %100 that the way I feel is well known. I sometimes feel that there is possibly something there then again, I dont feel that there is anything there. But at the end of the day, I kind of realize that there isn't anything there at all; I evaluated and observed this recently. A lot of times I just bypass these feelings as if there not there. There comes a time when you need to keep trucking, but when you see tht person constantly its very hard to do. I recently had planned to discuss with them, but I ddnt get a chance; so I've decided that Im not going to bring it up at all. Now if that conversation comes about, I wont stop it, but me starting it up wont happen. i Truly hate these feelings; well im not going to say that i hate them i just would rather not have them... And a part of me wishes something could be there but at the same time, I dont want it to be either... UHHHHH!!!!! Man, I Be going thru it a lot of times, like REALLY going thru it. I just hope and pray there is a change coming because something's got to give... Idk, but I really do know. I kinda wish I could temporarily change places with people sometimes... Well, Im bout to get off of here and go hop on the keys and express my emotion thru my fingers... Ima try to go to the shop later on, havent been there all week. DEUCE LIKE JUICE!

YOOOOOO!

WHATS BEEN SHAKIN?!?!?!? LoL. Im pretty bored right now, nothin to do! VERY nice day outside, which is my kinda day! But yep! Cant wait till later on this week, I'll hopefully have some big money gwap comin in! I think tht was the gangster way of saying that... HA! I walked out of Walmart last night STRAIGHT CHEESIN! Some words had don came cross my way:-)BUUUT, Idk if this girl was for reali or was talking cause the wind was blowin.. J'en sais pas! HOPEFULLY in abt a good four-five weeks, I R.E.A.L.L.Y will have my car!!

tHIS car is similar to what I wanna get! iMA have mine blacked out tho.

Just cant wait to get it, then I'll be moving out!!!!!!! REEEAAAAALLLYYY cant wait for that! But thatz about it for now! TTYL, which standz for " Talk To You Later " ...

YOOOO!!!

I "REALLY" need to start typing on here a lot more than I do!!! i get on here every blue moon... But N e Wayz!! Life is going alright for me right now, as usual. I'm looking to get my car in like three weekz FOR REAL!!! LoL, I kno I been sayin dat for ages, but Im serious! But Im also lookin to make some big moves pretty soon too. I plan on moving out into my own place by the end of the summer! Ima move into a townhome to start off wit, and I cant wait til in a year cause Im getin a HOUSE!!! A really nice one too. Went lookin @ some the other day wit the Bro Aaron. Much inspiration! But yep, thatz been goin on annnd...I tried to get this girl's number in DTLR Sat. Letz just say..#EPIC FAIL!!! Ok, after being in there for what felt like twenty min., me and my friend left out to go walk around and jus come bak. Now I've known this girl for quite sometime, she works there in the mall. I havent much seen her in some months, but still. In the midst of walking around wondering what I was going to say, I came up with THE master plan on how to get her number. I was going to ask her for her advice on how to get a girl's number and turn around and do what she said to do! SOUND'S SMART RIGHT??? Well at least I thought it did:-/... But she was tellin me to make casual convo and possibly ask if she has a facebook, that kind of stuff. And then she ended up askin me where was she, and I was like "Right here", and for a split second she looked around and then pointed at herself and was like "Yeah". As she laughed, she said "Ima kick yo a**" BUT..this is where things took a down fall... As she was laughing and talking...she was turning around to go help a customer... YEAH I KNOW!!! Man I was literally lost. I ddnt kno what to say or go... So I went out of the store to go and talked to my friend, who was recording the entire thing by the way, and tell him what had happened. He ddnt kno what to say! So pretty much...we LEFT! Yepp.. I sorta felt so depressed after that, but I aslo laughed about it too, cause tht was the first time I had don tried to get a girl's number as a POTENTIAL bf instead of as a friend... But its a learning experience, and in due time I will LEARN! bUT yeah I felt like I NEEDED to share tht with you all! Im thinkin bout puttin the video on Facebook LoL.

L.O.V.E

What is love? Love is a very strong emotion that you have for one. ..or two LoL. But yeah. When love takes effect for so long without you having any control over it, what do you do? Me personally, for me to not love that someone anymore, there has to be a situation where I dont see her anymore or much at all. Which is why I was excited about going to college. I knew once I graduated highschool and went off to school, I knew that I would finally be able to move on! Although I was feeling this way for not that long, I couldnt just be like "what-ever"! Now, later on in life, that person might come back to you, and you not expect it. bUT idk! I thnk not having gone off to school yet is starting to put me back on the path that I use to be on..which is not good! So how do I cope with this? jUS Try not to fall back down that hill and keep looking ahead.

YO YO YO!!

YO YO YO! Wat it'z been. Once again...I aint been on here in a while. But n e way, I'm sittin in TRIO, waiting on the quiz bowl for black history month to start. Ready to go home now. Not having a good day @ all. BUT i do need to go to Mc D's to get me a frappe to keep me up on class! I did good Tuesday!!! I ddnt get sleepy @ all! Well, I'll WRITE HOPEFULLY AGAIN LATER! PEACE OUT!