This post iz about thingz that I have been thru in life. It'z more like one thing. And I sometimez say to myself, "Why am I not in depression yet??", which a lot of the timez I dont mean but some I do! I put on my myspace status the other day, " When am I going to "be able" to be satisfied with ANY and EVERYTHING?!?!? " And I truly mean that. And I always like pray about it, but nothing has yet to happen(gud n e wayz). And today I waz really askin myself "WHY" cause I kept doing something that I ddnt wanna be doin but yet I cudnt help it. And it'z something you wud proly never think of. I waz tellin myself "I wish it cud be!!" N no this iz not tha person u might be thinking of, tha person that I have felt for in past timez, not them..somebdy else:-(. It'z like I'm helpless in this situation no matter what I try to do. And if n e thing does start to happen..i promise u I wont stop it, nor will I regret it!.
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